孩子在世界的草上

About me

I am 21 year old boy from mid Europe

I got to experience large scale changes in society, as my country transformated

from post-soviet country, to pretty OK place to live

I miss the good old times of obscure, but unique culture.

Times when you could feel the spirit of the people.

I want to feel part of something, not the global mumbo-jumbo

I know that world hasn't really changed that much,

but my perception of world has.

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It has been almost 10 years since I really sunk into internet.

It's really a great tool, with lots of possibilities, however I didn't utilize it well.

I would often find myself spending entire day on web, without noticing the flow of time.

I didn't really participate in web culture, being merely pasive observant.

When anyone else was socializing, I was glued to the screen of computer.

Finally I became concious of my position.

It may be to late to revert the changes, but I think that it also was an nice experience.

I don't regret anything (^_^)

But time for change has come, as new decade is about to begin.

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I don't really get along with other people, but I shared some memories with some guys.

Now almost everyone is gone, but that's how life works, right?

But I wouldn't entirely blame it on society,

because I should have tried to adjust a bit harder.

Most of my lfe I was feeling a bit alien from other people, distant and cold.

But even now I still want to be close...